the past time in adjusting with the now. The general housekeeping of my head in the cloud with the tie up of loose ends in chaos ... into a flow in keeping with here, there of all the key people's belongings left behind ...
A period in clearing with a mum and sister over time in a life of a Dad. A time with a cousin in a life of a mum in law and time in myself here ...
I am now making use of these times, while helping others in other places with the mobile office. I did ignore the influx of what I did not need to see to remind me when I was elsewhere. The find in others not necessarily understanding the whole picture... I was stupid to ask for help. It was not understood.
The logic of others did not sit right, even though I attempted, in my particular life I led not never nor will it be understood, in how could it possible be? ... This in perspective of another real life story of a time in life in parallel, though in entirely different circumstances ...
... The understanding in the outpouring of those feelings very much though with the social care and spectrum in the community ...
... where one does not get you ... cos ... how can it happen in this country ! ...
I am going in a direction very much alone; until I am ready to shout loud and clear of what in that is required ... !
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