Logical From Illogical ...

Quite appropriate that I come across some more PS, I Love You this week ... this usually happens in the swathes of clearing ... 

In the frustrations of attempting the paperwork ... I have adjusted it with the Spring  Cleaning mood that hits me this time of year ... The pattern of behaviour is problematic ... I pulling against my self ... the usual with the new that was,  from that new old,  back to the usual ...

And if you still following what I an saying ... a good clear out is what I am achieving today, despite the frustrations of the disorder ... I am making decisions on my usual stash busting that happens in the usual run of things ... not so I cannot function; like in my husbands bad days that crept up on us ... 

What I can physically achieve and what can go by the by ... And I cannot physically keep everything from a loving husband, although well meaning; it was a bit over the top ... I will be letting go of some of the romantic things ... ironically when people are doing extra special things this forthcoming Valentine's ... but one needs to function in ones home ... it is still not without sadness ... This gives an inkling as to why I have previously mentioned that my daughter and I give things now, like a train trip or arrange a very special time to have the memories and not the clutter unless it is actually used ... and not sitting collecting dust  ...

Even more ironic is that the mass clear happened too ... over the Valentine period that year. My sister suggested I looked on it as a lasting gift from my husband ...